i am not happy with who i am. A nineteen year old who goes to college on the beach but is afraid to take his shirt off. Why? I have the definition of man boobs due to gynecomastia (or however the hell you spell it) and just me being fat in general. I eat horribly, and i am trying to change. Starting after easter i am going to stop eating candy. I say after easter because lets be honest everyone needs candy on easter. If i can give up one bad habit at a time maybe i can start to lose a pound here and there before the rec center reopens and i start to kill myself on the aerobic machines. I gave up cookout first for lent and i have done well with that, next stop candy.